I just feel so mad with myself right now. Tonight I had a career fair there wasn't very many Graphic Design companies I spoke to 2 and gave my resume, they weren't looking but would keep me in mind. Didn't visit with any other companies as they were more into the high tech computer world, Clayton told me to go visit but I said nothing would come of it. Came home and I went onto the job site, and there it was... an Entry level position for a graphic designer with one of the companies I didn't visit with from the job fair. I felt like crying, I'm so mad with myself why didn't I visit with everyone there, I could have had an in!! I have send my resume to the company and my portfolio site so we'll see what happens. I just really needed to vent. I'm an idiot!!

Monday morning came and went and so did my new job. I got to the job with an undecided mind, but I thought I'd give it a chance. However the hours of the type-setting job was just not in my favor. They wanted 6am-2:30pm and there are no buses that early in the morning, it's not really fair on Clayton to take me seeming he works nights. Anyways they ended up putting me in book binding and I was there for an hour and just said no I couldn't handle it. That job wasn't for me, I felt like a factory worker. I talked to the HR lady and she was really nice and understanding about my situation, and let me go. She said give it some time and you'll get something you'll really enjoy. I got home and went straight on the computer to find some more jobs, I then stumbled onto a local company. They have a part time Graphic Design internship, so I applied and I'm waiting a response. I'm so hoping I get an interview, this would be so perfect as it's really close by to where we live. Let's just hope!!